scared, scared to death tired, running out of breath hear me calling to you woh
long, long are the nights short, short are my arms longing for you
how can i how can i make it through got to be got to be with you can't you see can't you hear have you an eye have you an ear have you a heart that beats for love
they shattered the wall venus and love they make us fall while i dream of you above woh while round and round and round the world is going round
i'll shatter the wall between us and love i'll make them fall i'll dream of you above
This is a song I wrote when I was just 19. Some 17 years ago. Back when I was still pessimistic about everything. I even claimed the "Mister Pessimister" of TFF as my own.
Sometimes I Get So Nervous
sometimes i get so nervous
on my way to the town circus
thinkin' by myself would the clowns show up
or are they tired already
sometimes it gets so scary
as i plan on climbin' the cherry
worryin' would the cherry fall
hit my head to the wall
is my tree so tall
or is it too small
does it look like a tree to thee
it doesn't to me...
sometimes i ask myself
would there be someone to watch over me
would someone listen as i sing this song
without thinking i just jumbled the words and this doesn't mean a thing
sometimes i ask is there someone out there
except god ...
sometimes i get so crazy
and i write a song about me
a song that many won't understand
as a clap of one hand
as a guitar buried in the sand
a song that goes.... on and on...
I wrote a song "Are You Out There?" - a song intended for God. Thing is, after a month or two, a strong earthquake happened. That was July 16, 1990. And I was in UST then. As I look above the Main of "my UST"... I saw the cross shaking....and it looked like a message or a vision. So the lyrics..."is there someone out there...except god.." is like a resignation that. Ok, he is there. But aside from him...?
